January 30, 2015

universe get some rest

The universe conspires to remind me of him. 

Well, universe you don't have to try hard, he's always on my mind.

crash and burn

It crashed and burned,
and I guess it's better than a slow death,
this way you know it's defunct once and for all,
but I did not expect it,
key word: expect,
never expect good things,
just don't do it,
it won't lead to a happy ending,
thought I'd learned the lesson,
guess not,
someone is always at bay trying to make it clearer.

January 16, 2015

the dance

It became clear, I didn't want to dance with anyone else but him.

January 14, 2015

the constant

It doesn't go away like that, I can't blink and wish it all away, not that I would even if I could. All I know is I can't let myself stay in this constant wonderment of where we stand. 

January 5, 2015

only human

Idealizations are tragic, perhaps after making up a person in your mind, finding out they're only human becomes a detriment. I suppose it happens more often than not, though not to me. I wasn't ready for that kind of truth, but as all truths, they don't wait until you are.


A: I'm completely tired.
B: Tired of what?
A: Of this absolute nothing we have.

January 3, 2015

January 1st

Always take a drive on January 1st,
the streets are clear,
everyone's home recovering or just too cold,
enjoy the solitude,
take the long way,
for there won't be another day as clear as this.