December 31, 2011

kiss 2011 goodye

It's about to end,
it went by so fast,
at least I'm still
holding on to my heart.

It was filled with surprise
and left me nowhere I had planned
but oh! 2011,
you were so kind.

I'll hold you in my mind
and visit when I can,
I won't forget
the good times we had.

December 30, 2011

i can't die

No, I can't die, I thought as the car wildly danced and twirled on the wet pavement, I've never kissed someone I loved.

December 28, 2011

the special guy

You're a special kind of guy, the kind to keep me hopeful for the years to come.

December 27, 2011

the compatibility test

They were young when they met, when the most important compatibility test was to like the same band, so they clicked. It's a shame that they grew up and apart.

December 25, 2011

stung by the raising truth

"They will always have problems and you will always be the other woman", he said. 
And it stung like hell, because it was true.

December 24, 2011


He strummed his guitar 
and every note hit the back of my neck,
he sang foreign words,
and every word hit my heart.

I'd forgotten what melodies are supposed to be like,
I'd forgotten how to feel through someone else's voice.
Thank you Benny for your songs.

December 20, 2011

spinning world

I'm glad to confirm that the world didn't stop when you left  like I thought it would. 
It kept going, so did I, so did everybody else.

December 13, 2011

starry night

And tonight, beneath the star filled sky, I dont want to stop looking at you for a second.

December 12, 2011

our lives

We built our lives on separate lanes because the world wouldn't have it any other way. In the end we were alright, I wasn't yours and you weren't mine. I had a Mr. and you had a wife. We had regrets, still we managed to survive.


Because it felt so good to be bad,
because I wanted to dare them all,
because what I had wasn't enough.

I let go.

December 4, 2011

in another life

"In another life I would be your girl."
-Katy Perry (The one that got away)

December 3, 2011

the rush

Maybe it's nothing, maybe it's everything, I'll know when I know, until then why not enjoy it?

December 2, 2011

the digger

Once again I'm seduced by the bad habits I thought I'd left behind. You, with those kind words, you knew exactly the moves to make it go down. So it happened, and I digged myself a hole, a little deeper than before, there's no way out.