I'll never forget the day we met, the way you looked at me was like never before. I tell my friends and they never understand but it's an amazing feeling meeting someone who looks right into your eyes and sees you, the raw you.
One of those days where the silence invades us and there is not a single sound. It gets lonely when I forget the tone of your voice and my thoughts are all I have. But you'll never know.
Someone told me it will all get better with such certainty that I let myself believe. With tears swelling up, I can't take it anymore, I just want to believe it can get better, I can feel better, I can trust again.
Exhausted of these feelings. Seriously I need a change. Years I've been chained to you, hoping for a change, but boy it's always the same, me loving you, you leaving me. It's not fair and it's time for a change.
When you said you'd call I believed you, yet the call never came. When you said you loved nobody but me I believed you, yet there was someone else. I keep believing and you keep letting me down.
Fact #2: I still listen that song you recommended. I turn the volume up and sing at the top of my lungs. I might cry, it might hurt but I love having those memories back.
Drowning in our memories is all I seem to do now, funny how happy times bring tears to my eyes. What do I do? What do I do with all these feelings? Is there somewhere I can throw them away? Is there someone who wants them? I don't want to know, I don't want to feel the emptyness of what might have been.
I don't want to hear you anymore, I'm now sealed from everything negative you say. No, don't even try to put me down cause I'm flying high. No, don't tell me I'm not beautiful cause I know I am.
You're pulling me down, your memories are pushing me, I can't take these chains anymore. It took me a while but now I'm ready to fly, had the key all along I was just scared to let go.
Don't you see my heart bleeding for you? Don't you see my soul is aching for you? Don't you see that all I ever think about is you? Don't you care about how I feel? Don't you want to see where this goes?
The answer is no, no, no, i don't care and no. One last thing, f** you for asking me all that now that I've moved on.
A: What if he calls one day ands says he's in love with you, that he has been in love all along? B: I would definately laugh. A: Why? B: Because it's been 5 years and he's been wasting my time.
I wanted to call you so badly, but what was I going to say? I've missed you these past 3 days. It's pathetic, how can I not live without you for that amount of time. Maybe it's not that I can't, maybe it's just that I don't want to.
I haven't slept well in a while, I keep thinking of you and what might happen if we ever meet again. I've been told to resist it, if I give in I'll lose it all but we both know I can't deal with temptation.